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new name new name!!! [09 Apr 2004|12:00am]
new name new name!!!!

DO ITT!!!!

REASON_ENOUGH!!!!<~~~~~ ADD MEE!!!!!!!
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o h yeah [07 Apr 2004|05:01pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | buurrrrrrrnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ]

Hey all just wanted throw in a hey!!!!! Erynn thanks for posting in my name chicka. your such a cute girl and Mario will treat you with the most respect that you deserve... which is all of it.
Kayla....... I LOVE YOU................ Oh yeah... and YOuR sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hot!!! ;)
ummmmmmmmmmmm gotta run!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so for me and some for my homies........................
Life...................... is one....................... big .......................................... piece of............................ (you fill in the blank)

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HIS birthday [30 Mar 2004|07:19am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | THE REASON -HOOBASTANK- ]

IT WAS STERLINGS 18TH BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY. I WANTED TO MAKE IT AS AWESOME AS POSSIBLE EVEN BY SITTING AT ULTIMATE ELECTRONICS FOR ABOUT AN HOUR AND HALF BY MYSELF. LOL BUT HE GOT HIS PHONE AND ALL THAT SHIZ. WE ATE AT THIS PLACE CALLED PASTA POMPADORA I THOUGHT IT WAS REALLY GOOD FOOD. (EVEN THO I DID SUGGEST IT!)

HAPPY bIrTHdAY!!!!!!

THE NIGHT BEFORE LAST I HUNG OUT WITH KAY AND WE WATCHED BRRIIITNAY...... WOAH. NOW SHE SHOWED YOU HOW TO REACH A MORE MATURE AUDIENCE!!! I THINK STERLING AND IAN SHOULD HAVE STAYED AND WATCH THE WOULD HAVE GOTTEN A 'KICK' OUT OF IT. LOL THEN MY DAD ATTEMPTED TO FIX HER CAR... ANY LUCK???? KAY?

 THIS WEEKEND I HUNG OUT WITH MY MOM MOSTLY I BARELY GET TO SEE HER AND WE HAD SOME FUN. WE BOTH ARE AS GOOFY A BOX OF MONKEY'S WIERD. HAHA WENT TO CHUCK E' CHEESE TO CELEBRATE KRISTOPHERS BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY bIrTHdAY!!!!!!

SOME JACKASS STOLE MY MUUUUAAA FUCKKKIINNNNN BACK PACK AND IF YOU HAVE ANY HINT OR IDEA LET ME KNOW BECAUSE ME AND MY POSSE ARE GOING TO RIP THIER SHIT APART.... SO LET ME KNOW BECAUSE THIS IS GOIGN TO COST ME SOME GREAT DEAL OF MONEY 'FOR ME' SO SPEAK OUT. SO YOUR ASS WONT BE ACUSED.

THANK YOU AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY.

-ASH-

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UHUH [19 Mar 2004|01:27pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | "IM REALLY HOT" -MISSY ELLIOT- ]

WELLL ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE UPDATED. LIKE ALWAYS. WELL HERE WE GO ONCE MORE.

I WORKED LAST SUNDAY. ISNT IT A MIRACLE?? DO YOU BELIEVE IN MIRACLES?

HOMIE IM HERE FOR YOU. YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY SHOULDER TO CRY ON. BUT I HAVE A FEELIGN THAT THERE WONT BE ANY MORE  CRYING FOR EITHER OF US FOR A WHILE. THE FUTURE WILL GET BRIGHTER I PROMISE. I HAD FUN HANGING OUT WITH YOUR MOM!!! LOL AND THEN YOU THE NEXT NIGHT. "IM REALLY REALLY HOT EVERY TIME MY RECORD DROPS........... AND IM DOIN IT AND DOIN IT AND DOIN IT WEELLLL...."

BABY YOUR BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP SOON!!! 18!!LOL YOUR GETTING YOUR TATTOOS TODAY. I KNOW YOUR NERVOUS EVEN THO YOU ALREADY HAVE TWO. BUT I THINK YOU WILL DO FINE! REALLY!!! I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!

IM GUNNA GO TO WALMART RIGHT NOW AND GET THE BROWN BELT I SAW! IT HAD SILVER STARS ON IT. IT WAS ADORABLE! AND THEN I HAVE TO FINE A BLACK BELT BECAUSE MINE DISSAPEARED.. WIERD.

I GOT MY NEW PHONE. ITS THAT SPEAR CAMERA CAMCORDER PHONE FOR SPRINT. WIERD HUH?YIKES. LOL.ITS PREEETTTTY COOL

SEEEEE YAAAAAAAA..........................

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Tough Luv [11 Mar 2004|03:41pm]
[ mood | grateful ]
[ music | "Tough Luv" -Young Gunz- ]

I swear to hold you down for as long as we both shall live
I never made a move without ya, my homie that's just how it is
Now we need each other more than ever, don't leave me by myself.
Together for ever, Neef & C
I give a fuck how y'all feel but that's real to me!
Let's do whatever it takes to find our way
to find a way, to find a way
I would turn green, from me...being in trenches
Him, livin adventurous...not worryin about expenditures
Think back, I never left the premesses
24/7 on corner, now let's remember this
After school, you wrote your rhymes while I sat in your crib
One of the first niggaz you let in your crib
Moms treated me like a son since day one
Thinkin 'bout how she talking bout she can't wait til that day come
The thing about that, I weren't even thinkin bout rap
Til I met you and thank you for that
And now you got us lookin like Jaz & Jay
T-Mac and Carter Neef, gotta work harder Neef
Shit...we runnin with S. Carter Neef
Dame & Biggs, get on your game my nig
The whole clique feel the same my nig
So don't think cuz I'm ahead of you I changed my nig
Now we got rich athletes that practice evr'day
Look at Hov, seem him in action everyday
He still at it, sold 5 million, still practicin
You still with me? Units is movin...they still yappin homie
And I came into this game on your back and your game ain't intact
And I'm tryin to do my thang
All I wanna know is if you tryin to do the same
I feel like I could do without you, at the same time I can't
Cuz at the same time it'll hurt
Ain't no shame in our game but our moms'll be hurt
Dreams of being stars, a lotta niggaz ??
If you can't do it for us, do it for Ms. Kim
Plus we promised both our mommas that we would
You know if we break that promise, it'll break they little hearts
Let's get this album out, and try to make it to the charts
Time for us to see the light, we done made it through the dark homie
The kid back in the zone, killin them songs
I'm back to my old self, C I'm 'bout to prove em wrong
Cuz in the past, a lotta shit been fucked up
Like when you hear Young Chris and don't hear Neef Buck
Young Gunna I got ya..
But you hatas gonna make me snap, cock back and red dot ya
Face it, ya basic...you can't tie my laces
Now I got the game mapped, plus I want my spot back
We together forever, these niggaz can't stop that
Do it for who? I do it for you!
Let's be for real homeboy, they not our crew
And since we talkin facts, it's really just us two (Whoo)
And I know you feel the same when you're signed
But you couldn't even ride cuz I wasn't on my job
Don't never ever think I left your side
Never T-mac and Carter C, Man you a part of me
Brother from another, even though my momma loved you like her own
Let's do this rap shit and just move on
I just thought I was passin a baton, lettin you kill them songs
Now I feel I'm all wrong
God forbid this rap shit'll don't even work out
Still know the Coke route, still get our moms out
And that's a promise we could never break
C you never changed, don't be dogged... that was my mistake
But don't worry, we gon get this in a hurry
Young Chris, Young Neef; Tough Luv til we bury

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BASEBALL [11 Mar 2004|03:12pm]
[ mood | listless ]
[ music | "Fuck It" -Eamon- ]

uhhh For anyone and everyone that knows me... I LOVE baseball. But Im a loser and havent been to a spring training game yet. not kosher at all

it hasnt been too bad of a week. Monday I layed by the pool and attempted to Tan. Wednesday set up a table so I could tan and work on my senior research project. I though that was pure genius if I dont say so my self.

My senior research project is going by pretty well. I hope it turns out good enough for me to get an 'A' ....

There is two girls that I care about very much who have come to my attention. Meaning... They talked some shit. I want to say to them SAY IT TO MY FACE because honestly it hurts worse when you "care" and dont say anything. Thats so dick to do. Seriously. But as of right now.... I dont really care. It just means that I have lost some trust in those girls. thats pretty much it. Its not that Im going to be mean or anything of the sort. I will be cordial. But Im honestly done trying. I have been for a goooood while. Love you guys but done. You need me Im always here. But for now you have to come to me. And yes that is selfish. I totally agree.... but thats how I feel.

I can't wait to go to North Carolina!!!!! July 1st!!! woohhoo I love my family that is there and the 4th is going to be awesome on Lake Norman. and I can't wait to touch the atlantic again!! That is the most beautiful water to me. Its so warm. Just uhh... haha. Its going to be a great expierence. Not only for me but for everyone that is coming. and I want to thank Sterling ( my baby) for it being my graduation present. It means the world to me. and I love you so much your so amazing to me. Thank you.

Kayla!! You lucky shit for being able to go to ALREADY TWO games. all  I have to say is...... nothing.

you like my pictures??? there pretty!!!!!!!! I made em all by my self! Go me! haha well Buh bye!!!! and Cherry Pie... (ewe)

                                                        ...I love you Moobie...

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...AND THE SAGA CONTINUES... [04 Mar 2004|11:43am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | "Rock Your Body" -Jagged Edge- ]

...AND I DONT WANT TO SAY ANOTHER WORD ABOUT THIS WHOLE FREAKIN CITUATION...

I am so excited for North Carolina!!! We purchased the tickets last nite. I really hope Kayla can find the time out of her busy summer... to come and meet up with us.

Its raining quite a bit lately Im lovin it except for the teeeny tiny drizzle... Now thats just flat out Annoying... Agree??

Theres one man in this world that I am absolutley and utterly in love with and his name is Sterling. Every hurdle that has come to us we have over come and I have major confidence in our relationship. I do realize that I do need to speak up more with him. But that is definitly I am going to work on. Everyone has their flaws.

I made Spaghetti Tuesday NIGHT! and it was a complete success!!! woohoo

I also watched the season Finale of 'til death do us part' and I wanted to cry. DAVE cried!!!!

:*(

Talked to my counselor today... that was a complete waste of time. I need to go to MCC and talk to an advisor because she helped me none!

B Stanley said she would put more blone in my hair!! and her hair looks gorgeous right now!!! you B Stanley are banging. Your definitly a DILF (D- Daughter)

Mandy I miss you!!!!! You were sick today. I hope you feeel better. Nelly your stupid for not talking to me!!!! I wish you werent so stubborn but if thats how you wanna play then PLAY BALL

Spring Training games are starting up!! HELL YEAH!!!!! I love baseball so much. I think that would be so kick ass to get married on a baseball field and home plate was the alter.

Rennisance Festival on Saturday!! Im excited!! Italian Icees Here I come!!!

"AMERICANmade33 : i wish you werent alone
strawbariekisses : why?
AMERICANmade33 :cuz then that would mean i was there"

I love him

 

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Dressing like a PIMP [26 Feb 2004|09:29pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | that one love song by youngbloodz ]

I just want to say that in the "yeah" video... I love they way Usher dressed him self... I dont know ... very casual classy for me!

Saw that Movie Passion last nite. I cried like 20 million times. It was really really good and I would tell everyone to see it.Believers and non- believers.

Sterling I love you! Cant wait til the day.

 

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baby steps to life [25 Feb 2004|05:47pm]
[ mood | relieved ]
[ music | Love song -311- ]

Today wasn't too bad of a day                                                                                                                 last night was pretty fun except for when the guests left. My dad and I didn't have a very nice conversation. enough about that.                                                                                                                 I didn't have to be at school til ten this morning... big plus since I didn't fall asleep last night until two. just stressin. thats life

My interview went very well yesterday. But the thing is... it kinda scares me. It almost a big slap in the face. Meaning Life in general. This is no receptionist job. Its an actual career and I have to go in tomorrow for a second interview that is going to last from right after school til 530. There is something telling me not to go. But I need to. I have to do this for myself.

The more and more life gets tougher the more and more Sterling and I grow closer together. No matter what obstacles are thrown in our way he is always there for me as I am him. I don't even know how to explain it. We had an awesome talk today at the mall. He is being very supportive even though his brother is totally being an ass to him and dragging his spirits down. I love how he can just look at me after being so upset and smile. It makes me happy.

My dad and I are going to go see that movie Passions. Im excited.. I wonder how Mel Gibson is going to portray such an important part of the bible! I'm really excited!

I love you Lee Sterling Lloyd

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Hmmmmmm [21 Feb 2004|03:21pm]

         YOU SMELL LIKE PLUMS AND                     GRILLED CHEESE

-WEDDING PLANNER-

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and the ones who stop [21 Feb 2004|01:34pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | -sweet southern comfort- 'billy jewel' I think ]

I love girl scout cookies. Samoas....MmmmMMmmmm

read my whole book for school in an hour and a half. yay! first book finished wholey in a year and a half or so.

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So many times [17 Feb 2004|11:33am]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | this love -maroon 5- ]

SO HERES HOW IT GOES.

I DONT REMEMBER WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN BEFORE BUT IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER.

VALENTINES DAY I HAD A BUNCH OF FUN AND FINALLY LEARNED HOW TO GOLF... EVEN THO THERE ISNT MUCH TO LEARN ITS ALL PATIENCE. I LOVE YOU LEE STERLING LLOYD.

I GOT MY CLASS RING AND ITS BOOTYFUL!!! I LOVE IT!

I MISS MY BESTFRIEND... WE BOTH HAVE BEEN TERRIBLY BUSY AND SHE'S BEEN SICK. BUT NO WORRIES WE ARE GOING TO HANG OUT TODAY... TODAY... WHY? YOU SAY... HERE I GO.

WELL THERE ONCE WAS A CAT NAMED "SWEETIE" (AKA SMELLY CAT) AND SHE WAS THE ONLY CAT THAT MYSELF REALLY APPROVED OF. I ABOSOLUTELY HATE CATS. I THINK THEY ARE A WASTE OF HEART BEAT. BUT THIS CAT GAVE ME BACK MASSAGES. C'MON TELL ME WHAT CAT HAS EVER DONE THAT!!!! BUT ANYWHO TO THE SAD NEWS.SATURDAY MY DAD HAD TO PUT HER TO SLEEP BECAUSE THEY DOCTORS SAID THEY COULDNT DO ANYTHING AND THERE WAS NOTHING THEY COULD EVEN DO ....... SAD. SO WE ARE GOING TO THE ANIMAL SHELTER TO LOOK AT THESE TWO KITTENS THAT ARE BROTHER AND SISTER. WE MIGHT BE ABLE TO KEEP BOTH OF THEM. BUT LET ME LET YOU KNOW RIGHT NOW THAT IF IT PISSES IN MY ROOM OR ON MY CLOTHES. IT WILL BE THE END OF THAT. :-D

SO MY MOTHER IS MOVING TO CALIFORNIA. WOW HOW SUCKY IS THAT. FOR ALL OF YOU THAT KNOW HER... YOU KNOW.. PRETTY DAMN SUCKY. BUT YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO LOOK AT THE PLUS SIDE. WHICH..... THE BEACH!

SO ITS BEEN LONG BUT IM OUT. SEEEEE YAAAAAAA

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man I'm not good at this. [07 Feb 2004|08:49am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | "Me and You" -kenny Chesney- ]

Journals.... are ment to be written in.... but I seem to have a hard time keeping up with the days. so here's another update...

School- I have straight A's and the end is almost here. I am so excited to be out in the "Real World". I want to become a teacher, a highschool teacher, I know they get crappy pay. But I just think it will be a fun job.

Friends- Haven't seen much of them besides the ones at school. I just been so busy even though I havent been working.... I have been doing alot at home... couldn't imagine being a stay home Mom.... I send out props to them.

Kayla- Hey girl I miss you!!! I hope everything is going okay on your end of everything. I love you girl and IM STILL HERE for you! you know it!

Work- Well I just called up Sam Goody and talked to Norm... and guess what GOD has granted me!!!! HOURS!!! hahaha I work monday 4-9 how freakin exciting.

Sterling- we are alot closer then we ever have been I love him soooo much and I know in all he does its always for the best. He is my one and Only and I love you with allll my heart. Your mine CowBoy.... :-D

 

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been a while [28 Jan 2004|12:45pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]
[ music | the way you move "OutKast" ]

Man I haven't written in here in a couple days. I have just been so busy for some reason. So here's an update...

Kayla is getting her car tomorrow. I'm so excited for her. She has been wanting this for the longest time. Your finally going to get it! Girl I'm so happy for you. You started your classes back up.... You'll do great! Tell your Mom and Kris that I miss em!

Today was Brittnie Stanley's 18th Birthday and She looked so cute! I hope you liked the carnations!!!!!! I love you girl ... your adorable and SOOOO Sleeping Beauty...

I talked to the people from Jostens and I asked them about my class ring.. i just have to go pick it up from their main place he said. im excited. I can't wait to get the cap and gown and all that good stuff!!!! woo! As I was walking out of the school today I guess I accidently dropped the sutuff that was in my back pocket. I was walking back to my car and I saw my Hat Club Card and then went to see if my debit card was there. but It wasnt so now we have to cancel that card. Sucky.......... I had to get gas today too...

Sterling started his new second Job today. It kinda sucks cause he will be working all week and saturday mornings at that place and then the WHOLE weekend at the airport til about 1:00 its going to suck but I know he is working to get money for his car and NC... and NC means more time for me also (when we are gone). So i can't complain because this makes him happy. As long as he's happy then that's awesome and it makes me happy. I love him so much there is just something about him..... I just can't explain the vibe... but it sure is a relief that Its what it is. I love you honey.

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most times [22 Jan 2004|07:19pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Sorry 2004 -Ruben Studdard- ]

MOST TIMES PEOPLE WOULD BE SCARED TO SETTLE DOWN. I ALWAYS HAVENT BEEN ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE BUT THIS SUMMER I EVALUATED MY LIFE SO FAR AND HAD COME TO A CONCLUSION THAT I HAD ISOLATED MYSELF FROM THE WORLD MORE THEN I COULD HAVE IMAGINED. MOST OF IT THANKS TO MY DAD. BUT HE LIKES THAT I HAVE BEEN THAT WAY. BUT NOW THAT MY HIGHSCHOOL YEARS ARE COMING TO AN END AND THE REAL WORLD IS SMACKING ME IN THE FACE WITH REALITY I NEED TO SLOWLY OPEN MYSELF UP TO NEW OPPURTUNITIES (SP?) . MY STERLING AND I WERE TALKING TODAY ABOUT OUR FUTURES... THERE IS SOMETHING INSIDE HIM THAT MAKES ME WANT TO BE ... WITH HIM... IN THE FUTURE. I LOOK INTO HIS AMAZING EYES AND SEE MYSELF. HE HAS THE SAME AMBITIONS AS I DO AND WANTS TO PLEASE MY EVERY DESIRE. AS DO I WITH HIM. HE IS MY EVERYTHING AND I COULDNT PICTURE MYSELF WITHOUT A MAN IN MY LIFE WHO LOVES ME AS MUCH AS HE DOES. BABY YOUR MY KNIGHT AND SHINING ARMOR.

KAYLA IM HAPPY FOR YOU.... BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! HAHAHA AND YES I DID HAVE A DREAM ABOUT YOU ... ARENT YOU EXCITED ? AND NICE JOB ON LETTING THE BOYS INTO OUT SECRET... THANKS ALOT. LOL JUST MESSIN IM GUILTY ALSO. AND YES MAM NEXT TIME YOU CALL AT THAT TIME.... I WILL SURE AS ALL HELL PICK UP THE PHONE JUST FOR YOU.

I NEED TO START LOOKING FOR ANOTHER JOB BECAUSE SAM GOODY'S HOURS HAVE BEEN CUT AND I CANT NOT WORK. I NEED TO PAY FOR ALL THAT RESPONSIBILTY STUFF AND I NEED TO SAVE UP FOR CERTAIN UPCOMING OCCASIONS (SP?) IM SO EXCITED TO START A LIFE OF MY OWN. BE A GROWN UP WHO ACTS LIKE A KID.... THATS ME.... WOOHOO. 

WERE HAVIN TACOS TONITE! YUMMY. I LOVE TACOS. YES!

I LOVE YOU MOOBER

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[20 Jan 2004|09:48pm]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | "I LOVE YOU" -DRU HILL- ]

WUT UP....RIGHT NOW IM SITTING IN THE COMPUTER ROOM LISTENING TO MY DAD TALK PRACTICALLY IN A FORIEGN LANGUAGE TO SOME ONE FROM HIS WORK ABOUT COMPUTERS ON THE SPEAKER PHONE. FUN STUFF HUH?

I JUST DROPPED OFF MY BABY. WE HAD A NICE TALK ON THE WAY HOME. I LOVE YOU BABY.

KAY YOUR MY HOME GIRL SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG FOR US TO GO GET OUR SHOES. IM JUST DOING SO MUCH IN A SMALL AMOUNT OF TIME. HOPEFULLY TOMORROW I CAN CHILL FOR MAYBE LIKE 2 MINUTES.... HAHAH YEAH NOT EVEN

HAHAHAHA THAT GUY ON THE PHONE ISNT A GUY FROM MY DADS WORK.... ITS MY UNCLE FROM ALABAMA... I KNEW HE SOUNDED FAMILIAR!!!!! CRAZY. I WAS WONDERING WHY SOMEONE THAT WORKED WITH MY DAD SOUNDED LIKE HE HAD ABSOLUTLEY NO IDEA WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT CRAZY. MAN IM RETARDED

I LOVE YOU MOO

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[20 Jan 2004|09:14am]

IN SALTS CLASS... JUST WASTING TIME. WAITIN FOR HIM TO GET OFF THE COMPUTER SO I CAN PUT IN SOME GRADES INTO THE COMPUTER. I FOUND SOME OF MY FRIENDS IN HERE... IM SO EXCITED!!! MEANING IN LIVEJOURNAL NOT THE CLASS. COME ON IM NOT THAT BLONDE.

THE BOYS ARE GOING TO TEACH ME AND KAYLA TO GOLF TOMORROW AFTERNOON (WELL REALLY STERLING WILL BE TEACHING ONLY ME, KAYLA ALREADY "KNOWS" HAHAHA)

KAY AND I WENT SHOPPING LAST NITE. IT WAS GREAT STUFF. AND THIS COMPUTER IS PISSING ME OFF. REALLY ITS THE KEYBOARD BECAUSE THE THE "F" KEY I GOT TO PRESS THE  KEY AND IT DOESNT WORK UNLESS I BEAT THE HELL OUTTA O  IT AND I YOU DIDNT NOTICE THE PAST 3 TIMES I HAVE TRIED TO PRESS THE "F" KEY IT HASNT WORK . RIGHT BEFORE KEY IS SUPPOSED TO BE AN F AND THE OF AND IF. YEAH SO ILL WRITE MORE LATER WHEN I GET HOME OR LATER TONITE.

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what? you? yea okay. [19 Jan 2004|02:31pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | "with you" Jessica Simpson ]

IM CHILLIN AT KAYLA'S HOUSE RIGHT NOW. JUST WAITING FOR HER MA TO GET HOME SO WE CAN GO OVER TO MY HOUSE AND CLEAN! GOOD STUFF. I HAVE BEEN PUTTING THAT OFF SO BAD. MAN. THAT SUCKS. IM SUCH A PROCRASTINATOR.

WE ARE GUNNA GO TO THE MALL I THINK. WE HAVE SOME PLANS FOR OUR BOYFRIENDS. BUT NO ONE CAN KNOW BUT US... SUCKS FOR THEM!!! HAHAHAHAHA

WELL I WANT TO GO WASH MY FACE. SO ILL GET BACK LATER.

STERLING I HOPE YOU DIDNT GET TOO UPSET LAST NITE. AND WHATEVER YOU SAY. YOUR FEELINGS DO MATTER AND THATS SOMETHING YOUR GOING TO HAVE TO LEARN WITH ME. YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. AND IF YOUR HURTING SO AM I... YOU MADE ME NAP SO GOOD WHILE WE WERE WATCHING THE MOVIE. I LOVE WHEN YOU TOUCH MY FACE LIKE THAT...AND YOUR WRONG I LOVE YOU MORE. SO YEAH!

I LOVE YOU MORE BABY.

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HALLELUIAH AND STUFF [18 Jan 2004|12:14am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Southern Comfort -buddy Jewel- ]

WELL WHAT MORE IS THERE TO SAY. THANK GOD FOR THE GIFTS HE HAS GRANTED ME. THANK YOU FOR  EVERYTHING.

IM GLAD ITS DONE AND OVER WITH. KAYLA I LOVE YOU. I COULDNT HAVE MOVED ON WITHOUT YOU. YOUR MY BEST FRIEND AND ALWAYS WILL BE. MY LIFE WOULDNT HAVE BEEN THE SAME IF NEITHER OF US HAD GIVEN IN. I THANK YOU FOR THAT.

STERLING I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH YOU TODAY AT THE PARK. PLAYING FOOTBALL. LAYING ON THE BLANKET. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ITS ALMOST OVERWHELMING. XOXO YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY ITS UNBELEIVIBLE. I CAN JUST SEE IT IN YOUR EYES.

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[16 Jan 2004|02:38pm]

THANK YOU FOR THE LATE NITE TALKS. THANK YOU FOR YOUR ADVICE ON GUYS. THANK YOU FOR BRAWLIN WITH ME AT MY HOUSE. THANK YOU FOR DIPPIN IT WITH ME FROM THE COPS. THANK YOU FOR ALMOST KILLING US IN MY CAR. THANK YOU FOR THOSE GOOFY ASS PICTURES WE TOOK IN MY DADS TRUCK. THANK YOU FOR GETTING DRUNK AND HAVING A GOOD TIME AT YOUR PARTY. THANK YOU FOR THE WORD "BOOOOOOOOOB". THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. I DONT KNOW IF I HAVE EVER TOLD YOU BUT I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME. THATS ONLY THE BEGINNING.

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